waiting for my laundry

I had such a weird dream last night. Like I was on this weird mission thing to to find some guy who was like an arms dealer or some kind of dealer or some sort of warrior, eh i can't quite remember and then Denzel Washington was chasing me cause he was a cop and I was randomly in France admiring the Effil Tower and then I had to go to Morocco (cause thats where the guy was). And I don't know if Morocco looks like it did in my dream but I kinda hope it does cause it is SOOOOO sweet looking. Like everythings red and orange and there were cactuses and really vibrant colors. I don't know why that sounds awesome but believe me it was totally awesome. So I found this guy and he's sword fighting some other guy in a plaza with no one else around be me him and some random guy he's sword fighting with. Anyways he tells me to go to New Orleans to find buried treasure. So I go to New Orleans and honestly in my dream New Orleans looked alot more like Jamiaca. I seriously doubt there is that much sand in New Orleans...So I brought Cullen with me to help me find the treasure and I called Kara cause apparently she knew some of the treasures where-abouts. So I go digging on the beach and I find all these cool stones that kinda look like emeralds and saphires and everntually I did find the the treasure thing but I opened it and it was empty. And then I found some Calender with pictures of all the previous people who had found treasure before me and of course Green Day was in it. And then I went out to breakfast with my family. I feel like this dream is missing a lot of detail that I don't remember. Oh well. So I think I'm gonna go read or play DDR cause I haven't done anything productive today and I'm still waiting for my clothes in the dryer to dry.

To be sought

It's official; I've gone mad. I'm so going insane and nothing quite makes sense. Like that one time I tried to eat that potato earlier. ughigjgjhj don't even ask. And like whats with my obcession with that pillar of salt song. I don't know. I have random spaz attacks and suddenly act like I'm 5 and need to kill 50,000 grams of sugar in 5 seconds by jumping repeatedly. I'm just admiring the fact of how good my hair smells. I got out of the shower four hours ago and my hair still smells good. And it's all soft and cute looking for some reason. I don't know nothing really makes sense. Although I do feel clean. Thats pretty good. I feel clean. It's weird cause since I feel clean I feel rather careless. I don't know exactly how those are supposed to be related. I almost feel innocently clean. Hmmm once again doesn't make sense. My thoughts are too overly occupied. I'm glad whenever I can find a distraction. Like for instance when I watched Road Trip yesterday or ran errands today. I kinda want to go out running. Oh I so just take that back. Maybe I should jump around some more. Maybe I should go play DDR. Nah I take that back too I don't really want to get all sweaty I'm too clean feeling. I like being distracted though cause I don't like to think too much. If I'm left with my thoughts to long my thoughts start getting the better of me. If I can jump from one thing to another I can do things quicker. And if I'm quick I don't have to think. Nobody thinks when they're quick and if you think you can you are so lying. Thinking for me is like pouring salt on your wounds. I'm always thinking of things that are never going to happen. It's just such a waste. It'll just make me miserable. So I like being distracted. I get more done anyways, like my reading or talking with friends. Oh damn I should go to bed it's already 4:40 in the morning...

The next Dr.Grey

Well another blog update...

I know alot of interesting stuff has happened but I can't seem to remember anything. Haha but I rarely ever do. Well Wensday was Kara's birthday. Then on Thursday I hung out with Kendra. I had such a weird sleep scedual though. I went to bed REALLY late, partly cause I couldn't get to sleep. I think I finally fell asleep sometime between 4 and 5. Then I ended up waking up at 7 in the morning to which I rolled over fell asleep again and woke at 9 to which I rolled over and fell asleep and woke at 10:10-ish and then I felt bad cause I was supposed to go to Kendra at 10. Well I was late needless to say but I eventually did get there. It was a good time, I met Kendra's semi-cousin, and her new lover-boy Brian; Sadie and Misty who I know were also there. We just hung out and had convos while not paying attenion to the movie 300 on the screen. We later went swimming. I didn't want to go but eveyone just decided to get me wet to the point where I might as well be in the pool. So I went swimming despite the fact I had a dress on. And that was followed with an extreme never ending game of Marco Polo. I had to leave by noon though on my mothers request that I come home and clean.

On Friday I hung out with KT. It was fun we played DDR and guitar hero. I had to leave in the middle of the game upon Mother's request that I go grocery shopping though. I was glad to see KT though cause I missed her and haven't seen her. Not to mention she'll be leaving soon for band camp again...

Today was Kara's party. I woke up late, took a shower, came downstairs and outside to say hi to everyone to which they threw me in the pool with my clothes on lol. It was fun though.

I've spent most recent times though, in thought as I most frequently do. I was thinking about how I'm not looking forward to things. For instance my friend Nick will be leaving soon for Michigan Tech...I'm gonna miss him. I already feel overwhelmed with school work but school hasn't even started yet (AP classes). And how I'm keeping my hair long for senior pictures, and in case I want/even get a decent part in this years school play, even though I really want to cut it ridiculously short, even though it'll probably make me less attractive or whatever that cliche is with guys only liking girls with long hair. Don't really care anyway. And today I watched the last episode of season two of Grey's Anatomy. It was soooooo depressing. Danny (Izzy's fience) died. I swear the only thing more depressing that I've ever watched on dvd has got to be East of Eden. Not to mention it kinda sucks now cause I don't think they have the most recent season out on dvd yet (they'll probably wait to put it out till friggin christmas). It's kinda upsetting cause then I can't catch up for the new season in the fall. Not to mention Becoming Jane isn't in theaters around here and I really wanted to see that. What I am looking forward to though is hopefully hangin out with Krissykins. Hopefully I'll also see Nick soon too cause I want to hang out with him before he leaves. And I'm also liking the book I'm reading for class even though I'm terrible at reading and it's such a long book. I'm looking forward to tomorrow though. I'm thinking maybe I'll go out and about or at least make some phone calls and talk to some friends.