The era of blues

So I suppose it's been awhile since I last updated, specifically since August...yeah I guess that is a rather long time. I suppose the reason I don't bother updating sometimes is I'd rather people not know that much about me. On the other hand though I feel compelled to wright shit down and quite frankly I'm too lazy to keep a steady diary (believe me I've tried). My basement is friggin freeee-aazing, I seriously want a hoodie. That and a cup of coffee. I probably ought to start on my AP U.S. history notecards. But ugh I so don't want to. Honestly I should have never taken that class, AP World History was way better anyway. Mom and Dad are getting on my case about my grade in that class though. In all fairness I'm only missing like three assignments but Wade's grading scale is kinda wacked so it somehow managed to bring my grade down significantly. I don't think my parents realize how much work I have to do in that class. Plus I'm sure having to go to Grandpa's funeral probably was the cause of one or two said missing assignments, after all I missed two days of school. I've been kinda down lately. I've come to the conclusion that I have no friends. They're all too busy backstabbing me, betraying me or each other, abandoning me, or potentially plotting each others murders. They all hate each other, or me which hence causes me to often hate them. I find it a rather poisonous lifestyle, and questionably hazardous. I have decided I have nothing to really look forward to. I mean after all Grey's Anatomy isn't even playing new episodes every Thursday. REALLY, HONESTLY, what is there to look forward to AT ALL in my life. Not even shoes can repair this type of damage. I go to play practice and I didn't even get a part in the play. Well it doesn't help though that the same people get parts almost every year. I mean even in Bragles fall production people who DIDN'T even try out for parts GOT the parts. Seriously... not even kidding. Not to mention my play got rejected from the playwrights competition that I had to enter for A.P. English. Well at least it made it to the semi-finals. But still they sent me my rejection letter late. I found out I wasn't accepted when Kathryn told me that all 6 of the finalists showed up. I'm glad Kathryn won though. She deserves it fo' sho. But you would THINK someone could send a rejection letter in a timely fashion but I guess not. For some reason I'm never in karma's favor and I still have yet to conclude what I did to piss her off, cause it still doesn't make any sense to me but whatever I did I guess I deserved it.